STEPPING STONES
by Ulrike Schaefer
sen5us@cardiff.ac.uk
When the transporter effect released her,
Beverly had just a split second time to grab hold of something to avoid falling from the
large tree she had materialized in. She barely managed to grab a branch while already
slipping downwards, and her body hit the tree trunk with a loud thud. Her communicator
clattered to the ground, disappearing into the thick undergrowth.
Oh no. I hope Jean-Luc still has his, or it'll
take them ages to find us.
She carefully lowered herself to the ground and
looked around. She was standing on top of a small hill that was covered with all sorts of
vegetation, none of which stood higher than her waist. The tall tree she had just climbed
out of was the only one in sight. The terrain gently sloped downwards in all directions,
the vegetation eventually giving way to a broad stretch of sand.
Beverly gasped in surprise as she turned and met
with the same sight everywhere. She was on an island! Then another thought hit her: where
was Jean-Luc? He should have been right with her. She finally noticed the medical
emergency pack slung around her shoulders and with a sigh of relief took out the
tricorder.
Now I should have no problems finding him.
Damn that ion storm!
She chose a direction at random and slowly
descended the hill.
**********
They had been on their way to Dalos IV to check
on the ailing Federation ambassador Krintian Valon. The ambassador was already quite old,
and he did not trust the native Dalosian doctor. Since rank did have its privileges every
once in a while, and the Enterprise had been nearby, Starfleet had decided to send
the best doctor they had: Beverly Crusher. At the same time, Picard received orders to
check out the state of the planet's government, since Valon's latest reports had been
rather disconnected and disturbing.
The Enterprise was undergoing routine
maintenance checks at Starbase 219, so Crusher and Picard were ordered to take a shuttle
to Dalos IV, which was only six hours away at Warp 2. The flight had proceeded smoothly
until they were less than two hours from their destination. They had just finished a light
meal when all the shuttle's alarms went off at once, indicating a severe ion storm. That
was when things started to go wrong.
Picard struggled to get into the pilot's seat
while the shuttle shook violently. "The autopilot's been shut off. I'll have to
switch to manual."
"Whatever. Just get us out of here!"
Beverly was inching her way to the front, desperately trying to keep upright. "Why
weren't we warned of this? I thought ion storms were predictable by now?"
"Apparently not. Damn!" His fist hit
the console as they were jolted once again. "One of the nacelles has been damaged and
we only have 50% capacity left on the other one. Let me try this..." He keyed in a
series of commands, briefly stabilizing the small craft. The shuttle suddenly lurched
forward, knocking Beverly to the floor, then it leaned to one side and started on a
spiraling descent towards the nearest planet.
Picard cursed under his breath. "We're being
attracted by that planet's gravitational field. If only..." He tried one more
sequence, but met with no more success. "Beverly, the shuttle's going to crash. We
have to get out as quickly as possible." He turned around and noticed Crusher on the
floor. "Beverly? Are you all right?"
She slowly picked herself up, grabbing the back
of a chair for support. "Yes, I am. How much time do we have?"
"Two minutes maximum. You get the medical
kit, I'll get the emergency supplies."
She nodded, scrambling over to the back of the
cabin. By now the shuttle was spinning wildly, and she could feel a wave of vertigo
overtake her. She fought against it and reached for the kit, then moved further back
towards the small transporter. Picard was already busy manipulating the controls, frowning
deeply.
"We have to go one at a time, there's not
enough power for two simultaneous beamings. You go first. This planet's surface seems to
be 90% covered by water." He grinned despite the situation. "I'll try to set you
down somewhere dry."
"Thank you very much," was her dry
reply as she took her position as best she could.
"I'll be right behind you." He watched
her shimmer out of view, checked the coordinates again, activated the five-second delay
sequence and moved over to the transporter pad. Just then the shuttle rocked again,
throwing him off-balance. The last thing he saw before hitting the pad were the
transporter controls, blinking wildly. "The coordinates..." He had no more time
to think as the transporter whisked him away. A second later, the shuttle impacted with
the planet's ocean, briefly skimming the surface before vanishing into the deep water.
**********
Picard awoke to the feeling of sand in his eyes,
nose and mouth. He coughed, trying to breathe freely, when a wave hit him and carried him
further up the beach. Suddenly alert, he looked around, ignoring the stinging pain in his
eyes. His blood froze.
At least half a dozen shark-like fins were
approaching him in a straight line, coming much too close for his taste. He frantically
scrambled backwards towards dry land, telling himself that sharks could not follow him
once the water got too shallow. He had almost cleared the water when one of the creatures
suddenly lurched forward, displaying an array of impressive teeth. Horrified, Picard
noticed that he was actually facing something that looked like a cross between a shark and
a large alligator, with dark red shaly skin and light red fins. He jumped to his feet,
turned, and ran.
Unfortunately, there was not much space to run.
He quickly noticed that he was on an island, or rather a very large rock, completely bare
of any kind of vegetation. When he reached a cave-like entrance, he hesitated. Would it be
safe to go in there? A cautious look over his shoulder told him to his relief that the
creature was not following him. Evidently, despite its reptilian appearance it was not
able to leave the water, a fact Picard was eternally grateful for.
A cautious exploration told him that the 'cave'
was actually nothing more than a large niche in the rock, just big enough for him to fit
in. He proceeded towards the highest point of the island.
The whole 'island' did not measure more than a
hundred meters in diameter, and he only needed to take one look around to know that
Beverly was not with him. He tapped his communicator.
"Picard to Crusher. Can you hear me?"
Only silence followed his words.
**********
Three hours later, Beverly returned to the large
tree in the center of 'her' island, the only place that provided shade from the bright
sun. She was tired, and her hands and lower arms told of the many thorny plants she had
had to fight her way through. All her attempts at locating Picard had been useless, and
after thoroughly searching the whole island, she finally had to face the fact that she was
alone. There did not even seem to be any animals present, but luckily she had found enough
edible plants to alleviate her fears of starving. Thanks to the tricorder, she was also
able to locate a large cactus-like plant with thick, fleshy leaves; these leaves contained
enough water for her to hold out several days. Hopefully Starfleet would miss them soon
and send a ship to investigate; nevertheless it could take several days for them to find
her and she wanted to be prepared.
I only wish I knew where Jean-Luc is. There
still was time enough for him to transport, but if the beam set him down in the middle of
the ocean. She forced herself to stop. She had to believe that he was alive and well,
somewhere on the planet. If only she had not lost her communicator!
Leaning against the tree trunk, she surveyed the
ocean, noticing several other small islands strung out in a line like beads on a string.
Most of them were covered by vegetation, no doubt as thick as that surrounding her, but
the one closest to her seemed to be just bare rock. Once she thought she saw some movement
over there, but she was too tired to focus her eyes properly. Slipping to the ground,
Beverly soon was fast asleep.
**********
Night fell quite rapidly; one moment Picard had
still been able to see the closest island from his, the next everything was obscured in
darkness. He moved out of the niche where he had sought shelter from the burning sun and
stretched his tired body. There was a nagging feeling in his stomach, but he did his best
to ignore it. The emergency supply pack had still been strapped to his body when he
regained consciousness, and it contained food and water for two people for three days.
However, since he had no idea how long he would be here, he had decided to make it last as
long as possible.
If only I knew where Beverly is. The
transporter was still working fine when she beamed down, so at least she should be on an
island as well. But which one? There could be hundreds. Damn it, Beverly, why aren't you
answering?
He tried his communicator again, but with no more
luck than before. Her silence was becoming disturbing, but there was nothing he could do
about that. Picard finally eased himself back into the niche, grateful for what little
protection the rock offered. From his position he could see a small part of the sky,
displaying star constellations that were as alien to him as the rest of his surroundings.
It was a long time until he was finally able to sleep.
**********
Morning dawned just as rapidly as night had
fallen the evening before. The bright sunlight shone directly into Picard's eyes, waking
him almost instantly. At first he was slightly disoriented, but the feel of the hard rock
under him soon brought back all the memories.
He walked up to the highest point of his 'island'
and settled down for breakfast. The emergency ration was not big, but it helped ease the
growing feeling of hunger. While he ate, Picard watched the sun rising up high in the sky,
promising another very hot day. He groaned inwardly. The few afternoon hours of the past
day had been bad enough, with practically nothing to shield him from the heat. Now he
faced an entire day in the sun, and probably several more days to come. He would need much
more water than the emergency supply contained in order to survive, but he had no idea
where to get it from. Even if the ocean's water had been drinkable, he was wary of getting
too close for fear of the decidedly hostile creatures living in it.
Picard reached for his communicator in a last
attempt at finding something positive in his situation. "Picard to Doctor Crusher. If
you can hear me, please respond."
**********
"...please respond."
Beverly was pulled from her dreams by a voice
coming out of nowhere. She sat up and stretched her aching muscles, casting a disoriented
glance at her surroundings before the memories of the day before caught up with her.
The shuttle. The ion storm. Beaming down to the
planet. The island. Jean-Luc...
Beverly jumped up quickly, suddenly aware that it
had been Picard's voice that had woken her. "Jean-Luc? Where are you?"
His voice reached her ear again, coming from
somewhere in the vicinity of her left foot. "Beverly, I don't know if you can hear
me, but just in case you can and are unable to answer, I wanted to tell you that I am all
right. The shuttle took another hit right before I beamed down, and the transporter
controls were affected. I am on a small island, safe for the moment, but I have no idea
how far from you the transporter set me down. I still have the emergency supplies..."
He kept on talking while Beverly frantically
searched for her communicator in the thick layers of vegetation covering the base of the
tree. Picard's voice served as a beacon, and after impatiently brushing aside numerous
twigs and leaves and pulling out several plants with their roots, she finally located the
gleaming metal object. With a cry of triumph she seized it and pressed hard, the familiar
chirping sound adding to her relief. "Jean-Luc! Can you hear me?"
He broke off in mid-sentence. "Beverly! Is
that really you? What took you so long? Are you all right?" Relief and concern mixed
in his voice, but through it all she could hear the joy at finding her alive.
"I'm fine, I just lost my communicator and
couldn't find it until now."
"Where are you?"
"On some island, just like you. I still have
the medical kit, so I was able to find something edible among all these plants. The
vegetation is pretty dense here and kind of hard to get through in places. No animals
though, I made sure of that when I went looking for you yesterday." Her tone of voice
clearly conveyed her own happiness at knowing that he was alive and well.
"You seem to have gotten the better part of
the bargain. All I have to offer is a chunk of bare rock, and some very hostile
inhabitants of the local oceans. Almost got my foot when I first arrived." He was
trying to make it sound humorous, but Beverly was not fooled this easily.
"Are you sure you are all right?"
"Don't worry, I got away just in time.
However, I wouldn't go too close to the water if I were you."
"I'll keep it in mind." Beverly had sat
back down against the tree trunk, once again surveying the brilliant blue ocean. Then her
gaze happened upon the island closest to her own, the one bare of any kind of vegetation.
She squinted against the bright sunlight. Was that a spot of red she was seeing?
"Jean-Luc, would you do me a favor?"
He was surprised. What's she up to now?
"Sure. What?"
"Would you stand up and wave your arms over
your head?"
"Beverly..."
"Please?" There was a trace of urgency
in her voice that made him swallow his protest and scramble to his feet. There was no one
around to watch him make a fool of himself, so he might as well do as she asked.
He had barely raised his arms when he heard her
triumphant shout. "Yes! I thought it was you! I can see you!"
"You can?" His arms dropped in surprise
and he did a 360-degree turn to survey the surrounding islands. "Where are you?"
Beverly had long since jumped to her feet and was
gesticulating wildly in his direction. "Turn so that the sun is in front and to the
right of you. Do you see the island with the single tree on its highest point? I'm right
under that tree."
Picard shielded his eyes against the sun and
peered intently over at the next island. He barely could make out a fleck of blue moving
up and down in front of the tree. A broad smile lit his face. "Yes, I can see you
know. I'm so glad you're safe."
"You picked quite a nice spot to set me
down." She settled back against the tree, equally smiling. "Although I have to
say your aim has been better. When I materialized, I hardly had time to stop myself from
falling from that tree." She just could not resist teasing him.
He laughed out loud. "That must have been a
sight! I wish I had been there."
"It was not a very... dignified sight."
She laughed as well.
They talked for a long time, not having anything
else to do and trying to pass the time. At some point Picard retired to his cave to escape
the burning sun, and Beverly went off in search of something to eat, but they kept on
talking the whole time. Finding topics for conversation had never been a problem for them,
and they enjoyed each other's company more than anybody else's. Thus occupied, the day
passed quickly, and before any of them noticed the low position of the sun, darkness fell.
Picard finally ventured out of his confinement
again and stretched, groaning loudly. "Another day like this and I'll be completely
sore." He reached for the emergency supplies and settled down for his evening meal.
"It's really too bad that the transporter controls got that last shock. I certainly
wouldn't mind being on that island of yours. Food, shade, good company..." His voice
trailed off.
When Beverly replied she sounded pensive.
"Are you sure it's too dangerous to try and get over here? It doesn't seem that
far."
"Believe me, if you had seen those creatures
you wouldn't even think of trying it. They were positively blood-thirsty."
"How long do you think until the Enterprise
finds us?"
"Probably another day or two. It's hard to
tell. The ion storm probably erased all residual trails left by the shuttle, and it might
take some time before they get to this particular planet." He yawned loudly.
Beverly's light chuckle carried over the comm
link, making him smile. "You're right, I'm tired, too. How about we call it a night
and continue this tomorrow morning?"
"Excellent idea, Doctor. Sleep well."
"Sweet dreams." She closed the link and
settled down under the tree. She had thought about setting up some kind of tree house,
just to give herself something to do, but she didn't really think she'd be on the island
long enough to finish it. At least she hoped she wouldn't.
**********
When Beverly awoke early the next morning, she
had the distinct feeling that something had changed. She looked around in confusion,
trying to make out details in the faint morning light. The sun had not yet risen, but it
would not be long before another heat-filled day began.
When her eyes fell on Jean-Luc's island, Beverly
gasped in surprise. As quickly as possible, she moved down to the beach facing the rocky
piece of land. The moment she reached the water line, the sun rose, illuminating what she
at first had believed to be a hallucination.
A perfectly straight line of stepping stones led
out from her island to Jean-Luc's, rising out of the water just enough to provide dry
passage. Beverly noticed that the beach had got perceptively broader, the water having
retreated by at least fifty meters. The only explanation she could think of were tidal
forces, but at the moment she did not really care. The only thing that mattered was that
they now had a way of crossing the ocean, and she was not going to let that chance slip
by. She briefly considered contacting Picard by communicator, but decided against it. It
would be much more fun to surprise him.
Carefully balancing on the first stone, she began
her journey to the other side of the water.
**********
Picard was dreaming. He could hear Beverly's
sweet voice whispering in his ear, telling him to wake up, but he refused to give in. He
wanted to keep her in his dream a little longer before facing the loneliness of his desert
island again. Now he could feel her hand on his shoulder and leaned into it, smiling,
marveling at how real it appeared. The voice became louder and the hand started to shake
him; still he clung to his dream.
Beverly shook him harder, and the haze finally
started to clear. Picard opened his eyes and stared at her in bewilderment. "Beverly!
What are you doing here?"
"I don't have time to explain right now. We
have to hurry!" The urgency in her voice and facial expression jolted him to full
alertness. He scrambled to his feet and out of the cave, following her down to the water.
"Beverly! Are you going to tell me..." His eyes fell upon the line of stepping
stones, and he stopped in surprise. "What the..."
"Come on, Jean-Luc, we don't have much time.
The water is rising again." She navigated the first couple of stones, then turned
around to look for him. He was still staring at her. "Jean-Luc!"
That shook him out of his reverie.
"Yes?"
"If you want to get off this rock you had
better come now. I don't know when we'll get the chance again." She moved further
down the line, careful to keep her balance. The water already started to submerge some of
the stones again.
Picard quickly followed her lead, at the same
time trying to keep an eye out for suspicious red fins. They had almost reached Beverly's
island when he spotted three of the creatures heading their way. By now they were wading
ankle-deep in the water and hardly able to keep their balance on the increasingly slippery
stones.
"Beverly, hurry. Those beasts have found
us."
She cast a quick look in the direction he
indicated and picked up her pace. She was almost home free when her right foot slipped,
sending her off into the water. Perceiving easy prey, the creatures at once turned her
way.
"Beverly!" Picard yelled, frantically
trying to find a way to help her.
"Move on, Jean-Luc. I'll be fine." She
turned away from him and began to swim, parting the water with firm strokes.
He was surprised at her speed; he had not known
that she was such a good swimmer. He struggled to keep up with her, noting with relief
that the menacing red fins were still a little distance away.
They reached the shore just in time, stumbling
out of the water to see the reptilian creatures hiss at them in frustration and turn back
towards the open sea. They collapsed among the first line of bushes, well out of reach of
the rising water.
After catching his breach, Picard turned a stern
glance on Crusher. "Now can you tell me what this was all about?"
By now, she was breathing easier as well.
"When I woke up, I noticed that line of stones, and I decided to come over and wake
you. I had not expected the water to rise again that quickly." She blushed slightly
and looked at him sheepishly. "Pretty unprofessional, huh?"
"It certainly was. Very risky, to say the
least." His tone softened. "But I do appreciate the idea. It certainly beats
living on a rock for much longer."
She smiled, relieved about his attempt at humor.
Then she shivered. "I'm soaking wet. I need to get out of these clothes, or I might
catch a nasty cold, even in a climate like this. You wouldn't happen to have anything to
change, do you?"
He looked slightly taken aback, but recovered
quickly. "You can have my uniform top, if you like," he offered.
"Better than nothing." She looked
around, trying to find a secluded spot to change and seeing none. "Why don't you go
on ahead to 'my' tree, while I get changed? Then we can look for something for
breakfast."
"Sounds good." He peeled of his uniform
top and handed it to her. Beverly briefly found herself admiring his muscular chest and
wondering what it would feel like to run her hands over it. Then he turned away. "See
you under the tree."
She stared after him, watching him move with ease
through the dense vegetation. Shaking herself out of her daydream, she took off her
clothing and dried herself off with the top as much as possible. She wrung out her
underwear and put it back on; the warmth of her body and the sun would hopefully dry it
soon. Then she slipped on Picard's red top. Gathering up her dripping uniform, she
followed the trail up the hill.
**********
He was sitting in the shade under the large tree
when she arrived, relaxing and taking in his surroundings. "This place is really
much
better than that rock I was stranded on. Thanks for rescuing me." He smiled up at
her, taking in her new appearance and trying not to get distracted by the endless legs
that went up all the way to the hem of the top. "I hope you won't take this as a
criticism, but... blue definitely suits you better."
She settled down next to him after spreading out
her uniform in the sun to dry. "Why did you think I became a doctor?"
"The uniform?"
"It naturally played a part in the
decision... a big part." She grinned at him, and he laughed.
"Next you're going to tell me that I look
great in blue as well, and would I like to become your head nurse."
"Now there's a thought." She looked him
up and down, pretending to seize him up for the job. "Of course then you wouldn't be
able to boss me around anymore. I think I might miss that."
"Oh, really?" His eyebrow rose in mock
contemplation. "How about I 'order' you to get us some breakfast then? I wouldn't
want you to miss my 'bossing around' too much, under any circumstances."
"Yes, Sir!" She jumped up and saluted
him, a devilish grin on her face. Then she suddenly bent down and pushed him over.
"Move, you're sitting on my tricorder!"
Before he could recover, she had picked up her
instrument and was running off, laughing loudly.
Picard shook his head, smiling. Sharing an island
with Beverly definitely beat being stranded on a lonely desert rock. He slowly
followed her down the hill, suddenly hoping that the Enterprise would not find them
too soon.
**********
Three more days had passed, and still there was
no rescue party in sight. Picard and Crusher had finally started building the tree house
she had been thinking about, more to pass the time than out of necessity. Working in the
blazing sun naturally made them hot and sweaty, and they had taken to bathing in the
ocean, taking turns watching out for any signs of the hostile creatures. They had also
stopped wearing their uniforms; the thick material was just too hot for the climate. After
getting over the initial embarrassment, they now felt quite comfortable seeing each other
in nothing else but Starfleet issue underwear. In fact, they were both enjoying the
situation far more than they felt they should. It was this sense of shame and guilt that
kept both of them from lowering their defenses and acting on the dreams that kept them
awake at night, dreams that were getting stronger with every passing day.
Each had wondered more than once whether the
other was feeling the same way, and how to approach the subject. None had found a
solution, so they both kept their silence, pretending that everything was fine. Secretly,
however, they were longing for more.
Beverly grasped another armful of the twigs she
had just cut from a bush and headed back to the middle of the island. Jean-Luc was up high
in the tree, completing the platform they had created by tying strong branches together
and lining them with other branches, big leaves, moss, and anything else they could find.
It was now quite sturdy, and they were both pleased with the result of their work. Their
next project was creating a roof to shield them from the sun, and that was why Beverly had
gone to get more twigs that could be woven into the tree's branches.
She bundled up the lot and tied it to a long vine
hanging down from the platform; after climbing up herself, she hauled it up to her level
and began to work on the roof. Several minutes later, she heard Jean-Luc slump down behind
her, stretching his arms and legs with a loud groan.
"I need a break. I think I'll just sit here
for a while and watch you do the work."
"No way. If the Captain takes a break, the
crew gets to rest, too." She sat down next to him, her grin matching his.
"Besides, isn't it your turn to take care of our next meal? I think I'm just the
slightest bit hungry..."
"I'm not going anywhere, Doctor, your
stomach will have to wait." He lay back, closing his eyes, and said in his best
'Captain Picard' voice, "I might take a short nap, so please don't disturb me."
"Guess I'll have to starve then," she
sighed, trying in vain to sound desperate. He did not respond, so she turned her attention
to the ever-blue sea, once again wondering at the absence of birds and trying to imagine
whether the whole planet looked the same, with long chains of islands criss-crossing the
waters.
A dark patch of color on the horizon caught her
attention and she squinted, trying to get a better look. Had there been in island in that
direction? She wasn't sure, but something told her that there hadn't. She studied the
image, not wanting to take her eyes off before she knew what was going on. At first she
thought she was imagining it, but after several minutes of observation she was sure: the
object was getting bigger. Could it be a ship? Beverly didn't even dare to hope. Another
couple of minutes confirmed her guess, however, when large sails became visible as the
craft approached. She reached behind her to shake Picard. "Jean-Luc, look at
this."
He merely grunted.
She turned her full attention on him, shaking him
harder. "Wake up! It's a ship!"
The words and the excitement in her voice roused
him to full alertness. "A ship? Here?"
"Over there." She pointed it out to
him. "Shouldn't we try to make ourselves known to them? Maybe they can help us."
She started to get to her feet, but he grabbed her hand and pulled her back down.
"On the contrary. We should do everything to
insure that they don't see us. I just hope they aren't headed for this island, or there
won't be much of a chance for us to hide."
"Why?" Beverly looked at him in
confusion. "Maybe they can contact the Enterprise and tell them where we
are--"
"And maybe they don't even know the
Federation exists," he cut her off. "Beverly, I'm not quite sure which planet
we're on, and I didn't have the time to check before we beamed down, but I'm almost
certain that this is not a member world of the Federation. There are no other UFP members
in the vicinity of Dalos IV, so we have to assume that no first contact has been made with
the inhabitants of this world. We may be stranded, but we still have to respect the Prime
Directive."
"The Prime Directive." A loud sigh
escaped her as she heavily settled back down beside him. "Sometimes I wish I would
never hear about that again."
His smile was sympathetic. "I know how you
feel. Sometimes I feel the same way."
"You do?" She hardly could believe her
ears. "Like when?"
"Like all those times when we are forced to
observe instead of act. The times when I know that one command from me could save an
entire world, but the Prime Directive precludes that option and I have to watch the
destruction taking place. The times when I question whether I am really doing the right
thing but at the same time know that I could not act differently, that if I gave in to the
temptation once I would not be able to remain in Starfleet. The Prime Directive was
established for a reason and I have sworn to defend that reason. I am still convinced that
it is a necessary law, but sometimes I wish it weren't so damned hard to just turn my back
and let things be." His gaze bore into her, intense, but not unkind. "Sometimes
I wish you wouldn't remind me of that struggle as often as you do, by defying my orders
and opposing me for the sake of being able to do your job, when
it is my responsibility to keep you from doing just that."
She met his gaze evenly. "I'm sorry, but
that's the only way for me to do the Hippocratic Oath justice. If I didn't oppose your
orders when they prevent me from saving somebody's life, I would be betraying everything I
have sworn to uphold."
"I know." His smile returned and he
grasped her hand to press it. "And I wouldn't have it any other way." His eyes
swept the ocean again and settled on the ship that by now had passed their island and was
heading away from them. "We'll just have to hold out a little while longer."
She nodded, deep in thought. Not long afterwards,
the lonely ship disappeared beneath the horizon, once more leaving the Starfleet officers
to themselves.
**********
Evening was approaching once again when Beverly
fastened a final twig that completed the intricately woven roof of their tree house. They
had decided to set up their beds on the platform, cushioned by thick layers of leaves and
moss, and this last section of roof was designed to keep out the morning sun. Beverly
surveyed her work with half-closed eyes, adjusted a few more leaves to maximize the shaded
area and at last declared it finished. She turned. "Jean-Luc? I think we can have our
house warming party now."
He was sitting at the edge of the platform
looking out over the ocean. At the sound of her voice he looked over and smiled. "As
soon as the Enterprise gets here, we'll invite everybody down."
A pensive look came over Beverly's face at his
words, but Jean-Luc had already turned away again and did not notice. She looked back at
their 'house', then back at him. With a small sigh she finally went over and settled down
next to him.
Sunset happened fast, as usual, but for a few
seconds they could see the sun turn a bright purple, before it dipped under the horizon.
One by one, stars appeared in the dark blue sky, forming constellations they still could
not name but had tried to interpret nonetheless.
"Look, the butterfly," Beverly said,
pointing up at a cluster of stars.
"I still think it looks rather like a
rabbit's head. Don't you see the long ears?" He was teasing her and she knew it, but
tonight she was not in the mood for playing games.
"If you say so." She leaned back and
closed her eyes, listening to the stillness of the night. A soft breeze rustled the leaves
of the tree, other than that it was completely silent.
He turned to her, a look of concern crossing his
face. "Is something wrong?"
"No. Why?"
"You seem strangely subdued." He softly
ran a hand down her arm, trying to reassure her. "Don't tell me this place is finally
getting to you."
"No. Yes. I don't know." She sighed.
"Don't get me wrong, I like it here, and I enjoy being here with you. I just don't
want to stay for the rest of my life. Shouldn't the Enterprise have found us by
now?"
"That ion storm pulled us off course quite a
bit. Maybe they started out looking in the wrong direction." He squeezed her arm.
"Don't worry, they'll find us. It just might take a little longer than we
expected."
"I know, you're right." She sighed
again and opened her eyes just enough to look at him. By now the two moons had risen,
bathing their surroundings in a soft silver light. Picard was half turned away from her,
only his profile visible from her current position. Beverly's breath caught in her throat
as she watched the light glint off his perfectly sculpted face, highlighting the
aristocratic features. He moved slightly, and the play of light and shadow shifted,
creating new effects that were as tantalizing as before.
For once unable to restrain herself, Beverly
reached up and slowly trailed her hand down his back, tracing the line of his spine before
coming to rest on his lower back. He turned slowly, taking in her body bathed in liquid
silver before locking his eyes with hers.
Suddenly afraid of her own courage, she took her
hand away, wondering what he would think of her but not daring to speak. An almost
imperceptible frown formed on his face as he was trying to read her, trying to ascertain
what had just happened... or if anything had happened at all.
At this moment, she seemed more beautiful to him
than ever before. The moonlight made her seem translucent, like a vision, and a vision she
had been to him for far too long. He loved her and he wanted her; in fact he had loved her
and wanted her for more than twenty years, but he could never tell her that. Her darkened
eyes bore into his, a slightly puzzled expression now replacing the faintly guilty one he
had caught upon turning. What was she trying to tell him?
He finally decided to copy her movement and
slowly raised a hand to gingerly trail it down along her arm.
Beverly's eyes widened in shock as his slight
touch registered. Misreading her reaction, he quickly moved away and broke the eye
contact, but she grasped his hand and held it. He regarded their joint hands for a moment,
then his gaze turned up to meet her eyes again. This time, the confusion was plain on his
face, asking for an explanation. Not able to answer that kind of question, Beverly dropped
his hand and closed her eyes, scolding herself for losing control in the first place.
She was not prepared for his hand softly touching
her cheek, and the low voice reaching her ear. "Beverly?"
"What?" she whispered, not daring to
open her eyes for fear of what she might see.
"Will you look at me?"
She fought with herself for a brief moment, then
curiosity won out. She slowly opened her eyes, trying to brace herself against his
reaction. When her gaze finally met his, her heart started to race and she almost forgot
to breathe. He was looking at her with such a tender expression as she had never seen on
him before. She got lost in his eyes, feeling like she was drowning in the dark pools, but
at the same time feeling infinitely secure. His look made her aware of the yearning deep
inside of her, of loving him and wanting him like she had not loved and wanted anyone in a
long time.
"What?" she whispered again, trying to
break the spell and not wanting the moment to end at the same time.
"I've been wondering..." His voice
trailed off, he being just as mesmerized by her gaze as she was by his.
"What?" She couldn't think of anything
else to say, her whole consciousness being consumed by the feeling of being so close to
him. From somewhere in the back of her mind a thought emerged, and it took her a moment to
register its meaning. Do something. Show him you're interested.
"What have you been wondering?" she
breathed, at the same time reaching out a tentative hand towards his face to lightly trace
his cheek bone with her fingertips.
"I've been wondering... what it would be
like... to..." He slowly leaned closer, his eyes still locked with hers.
Her heart beat in her throat as his face inched
closer to hers. Her mouth parted slightly, nervous anticipation making her bottom lip
quiver. When his lips touched hers, she closed her eyes.
Their first kiss was soft and slow, matching the
solemnity of the night and the dream-like state they found themselves in. Gradually, it
increased in intensity as the full range of sensations evoked by their touch registered.
All the images they had just dreamed of during the past days began to float through their
minds. Was it possible that those dreams would actually become reality now?
He pulled back in time to avoid being completely
swept away. They stared at each other for a long time, neither one speaking, all movement
suspended. Then a slow smile spread out on her face.
"Well, was it like you thought it would
be?"
"No." He shook his head lightly, his
smile now mirroring hers.
"Oh?"
"It was better." His hand caressed her
cheek, brushing back strands of red hair. "Much better."
Her eyes lit up impishly. "Maybe we can
still improve it, if we practise a little."
"Do you think so?"
"It's worth a try."
"Whatever you say." He bent down to her
again. Their arms wrapped around each other, drawing them together as close as possible.
Reality melted away as their second kiss picked up right where the first one had left off.
For a long time they just kissed, savoring the
feeling of new-found closeness and thoroughly exploring each other's mouths. Gradually,
however, their attention shifted as hesitant hands began their journey over scantily clad
bodies, growing bolder with each passing minute. Soon the few garments they still wore
were discarded, flung carelessly over the edge of the platform and disappearing into the
darkness of the night. More kisses followed the trails traced by gentle fingers; moonlight
and shadows played their own silent games on pale skin as their bodies shifted against one
another. The exploration continued, soft moans and little gasps breaking the stillness of
the night but not breaking the spell that still held them captive. Slowly, their passion
built, held at bay only by their mutual desire to prolong this journey through the night,
to make it an adventure none of them had ever thought possible. Their final joining was
reached after hours of wordlessly declaring and proving the deep love between them; it
left them both breathless, but it was not the end. Kisses and caresses continued well
through the night until they finally fell asleep in each other's arms. It was a night of
tenderness, of love and dreams come true; a night neither of them would ever want to
forget.
**********
The morning sun streaked through the 'roof' and
fell right into Beverly's eyes. She woke with a start, disoriented at first. The strong
arm wrapped around her waist and the warm body pressed against her from behind quickly
brought back all the memories. She smiled.
Beverly slowly turned, trying not to wake the man
holding her close. The leaves under her rustled slightly, reminding her of when they at
last had abandoned the edge of the platform in favor of their 'bed'. She lay for a long
moment just looking at him, admiring his body bathed in sunlight; the strong legs and
arms, the soft hairs on his chest, the inviting lips. Not able to resist the invitation,
she softly kissed him.
He stirred, instinctively pulling her closer
against him. His lips responded to her touch while his mind slowly emerged from its
dreaming state. Finally his eyes opened, regarding her with a delighted smile.
"This must be the perfect way to wake up.
Paradisiac surroundings, a beautiful woman in my arms..."
She snuggled back into his embrace. "I'm
glad you approve."
"Why wouldn't I? I feel like I'm in
heaven!"
"Good." Her hand started trailing down
his back, tracing little circles along the way and sending a shiver down his spine.
"I intend to wake up like this many, many times in the future."
"So you've decided to stay on this island
permanently?" He grinned as she playfully smacked his behind.
"If you don't behave yourself I'll consider
leaving you behind when the Enterprise finally comes to our rescue."
"And abandon our practise sessions? I don't
think I can allow that." He rolled her over on her back, pinning her to the ground.
"I'm still your Captain, don't forget that." His mouth descended on hers,
cutting off her reply. Soon their surroundings once again sank into oblivion as passion
took over all their senses.
**********
When they at last climbed down from the tree to
find some breakfast, the sun already stood high in the sky. Looking around, Picard noticed
that the line of stepping stones leading to his former place of confinement had
reappeared. He pointed it out to Beverly.
"Probably some sort of tidal
phenomenon," she guessed. "I hope you don't want to go back over there."
"Of course not." He closed his arms
around her and kissed her. "Everything I could want is here."
"You know, maybe we should try to find our
clothes. I wouldn't want to be caught completely naked if the Enterprise suddenly
decided to show up." She blushed at the thought.
"You're right." He released her, and
they went in search of their undergarments. It took a while to untangle them from some
very thorny bushes, but at length they managed to recover all the items without tearing
neither them nor their skins to shreds.
They spent the day in lazy idleness, swimming,
sun bathing, and generally making up for years of suppressed longing. Evening found them
relaxing on their platform again, Beverly sitting between Jean-Luc's legs, her back
against his chest, his head resting on her shoulder. The sunset was short but spectacular,
and soon afterwards the two moons rose.
Beverly moved her head to place a kiss on
Jean-Luc's cheek, then she settled back into his embrace. She absently stroked his hands
which were clasped together in front of her and looked up at the stars, wondering how much
longer they would be able to enjoy this, their own private paradise. She finally decided
to voice the question that had been on her mind since morning.
"What are we going to do?"
"What do you mean?" His thumbs lightly
moved over her skin, causing her to shiver in delight.
"When we're back on the Enterprise,
what are we going to do? About us, I mean."
He shifted slightly, uncomfortably. What was she
talking about? Was this her way of telling him that she didn't want their intimate
relationship to continue once they were back aboard the ship? Carefully keeping his voice
neutral, he asked, "What do you want to do about it?"
She suddenly realized what he must be thinking
and turned to look deep into his eyes. Her gaze assured him that she had no intention of
giving up their new closeness, and her words confirmed that. "I don't mean whether we
should continue to be lovers; in fact I was counting on that," she quickly kissed him
and smiled, "but I'm a bit worried about how we're going to balance that aspect of
our relationship with our jobs. How will the crew react to two of their senior officers
having an affair?"
"First of all, you are much more to me than
an affair." His disapproving glance prompted a laugh and another kiss from Beverly.
"Second, we wouldn't be the first, and third, we don't have to tell them if we don't
want to."
Her look was doubtful. "You're forgetting
about a certain empath who's been after me for years trying to convince me to get a love
life. I don't think we'd be able to hide anything from her."
Jean-Luc thought for a moment. "Maybe she'll
be so happy for you that you can convince her to keep it a secret, at least for a while.
The ship's grapevine will pick up on it sooner or later anyway, but it would give us some
time to sort out our lives and get used to everything."
"You can always order her to keep
quiet," Beverly grinned. "But yes, I think Deanna would do that for us. Hell,
she'll be so thrilled to finally see us together, she'll agree to anything just to keep us
this way."
His look became suspicious. "Are you saying
you talked to her? About your feelings for me?"
Beverly blushed. "Well, I never actually
mentioned your name, but she figured it out sooner or later. Unfortunately I couldn't get
her to cooperate and tell me how you felt about me. So I finally tried to convince myself
that there was nothing between us and she just didn't want to crush my hopes. On the other
hand, I couldn't imagine why she would keep me in suspense if there was nothing to hope
for." She shook her head. "It was all very confusing."
"I can imagine. It was the same way for
me." He lifted her chin to meet her lips with his. "I'm glad we finally figured
it out... without needing a matchmaker."
"So am I." They kissed again, lingering
longer this time. Beverly leaned into him, pushing him over until his back was flat on the
floor. He pulled her down on top of him, his hands moving over her back, tracing intricate
patterns on her skin. He was just about to unhook her bra when they heard a faint chirping
sound, followed by the voice of Commander Riker.
"Enterprise to Captain Picard."
The lovers broke apart, staring at each other in
astonishment. For days they had been waiting for their ship to find them; now that the Enterprise
had actually arrived, they were too surprised to react.
The chirping repeated. "Enterprise to
Doctor Crusher. Respond, please."
Beverly was the first to move. "The
communicators. Where are our uniforms?"
"Under the tree somewhere. I don't
know."
They had had quite some practise navigating the
tree and managed to get down in a matter of moments. Searching for their uniforms in the
darkness was a different problem; Riker's hail was repeated twice before they finally
found them.
Picard pressed his communicator. "Picard
here. It's good to hear your voice, Commander."
Relief was audible in Riker's reply. "I'm
glad we finally found you, Sir. Is Doctor Crusher with you?"
The Captain looked over at Beverly who was about
to put her uniform on. He smiled. "She's standing right next to me. We are both fine,
no injuries. The shuttle was damaged in an ion storm and we lost navigational control. We
barely managed to beam down to this island before the shuttle went down into the planet's
ocean."
"Scanners have already located the shuttle;
Data and Geordi are working on how to get it out of the water. Are you ready to beam
up?"
"Just a second, Number One." Picard had
managed to put on his pants while Riker spoke, now he pulled on his uniform top and
straightened it. He held out his arms and Beverly moved into his embrace. They silently
kissed once again, saying good-bye to the freedom and carelessness that the desert island
had offered, then moved apart to take their positions. Beverly looked around one last
time, committing her surroundings to memory. They smiled at each other when Picard finally
gave the command. "Two to beam up."
The night dissolved and gave way to the image of
the transporter room coming into focus around them. They stepped off the transporter
platform and moved towards the door which obediently opened. Out in the corridor, Picard
hesitated and turned to Beverly.
"I have to go up to the bridge. Will I see
you later?"
She smiled. "I have no idea whether it's
morning or night according to ship's time, but I think I could use a decent dinner. How
about my quarters, as soon as you're finished on the bridge?"
"I'll try to make it short." He fought
hard to resist the urge to kiss her. Crew members passed them from both directions.
She turned to leave, but looked back at him as a
thought crossed her mind. Grinning broadly, she stepped close enough to whisper in his
ear. "Try to stay out of Deanna's way, okay?"
He grinned as well. "I'll do my best."
With a last smile they parted.
The end (at least for now...)
*********************************************
This story was meant to be longer, but I'm running out of time at the
moment. I'm considering writing a sequel, but that may take a while.
********************************************* |